Certain boy is being irrationally and excessively stupid. This is why I usually try to refrain from getting too emotionally attached to people. I don't like him in that way anymore, and he is also no longer one of my close friends. Barely a friend at all.

Oh, how I despise drama. Rarely am I ever directly involved.

I'll leave it at this. He is a player. Seriously. I'd suspected that, but wasn't entirely sure. I am resisting a strong urge to hit him every time I see him, because he's caused a lot of tears amongst my friends. Yet I'm not actually supposed to know. He has a girlfriend, and a few days ago, he asked one of my close friends, who has a boyfriend, to kiss him. She said no, and she told me to not tell anyone. No one is addressed by names here, so we're okay.

This is all just dumb. Teenagers in general hold onto things for too long. Not to say that what he did wasn't wrong and hurtful, but you have to let things go, and realize that it's not going to work out, and don't keep trying again. You'll just end up getting hurt.

I passed that "MY BOYFRIEND. MY BOYFRIEND." phase a long time ago.

It feels weird not really having anyone's arms you can fall into and cry when your life is rapidly deteriorating. (It could get better, though.) The problem is, almost all boys I know either:

A) are extremely obnoxious and immature at handling situations.
B) don't understand me.
C) already have a girlfriend.

And if they aren't any of those things, then they're usually either

A) gay
B) on drugs
C) far away

Well, long distance relationships can work. But still. If you don't ever have anyone's arms to fall into or a shoulder to cry on, etc...

I'm going to get my butt out of here as soon as I can. And move very far away. :)