YESTERDAY MORNING I WAS HOLDING MY FRIEND'S HAND BECAUSE HER MOM HAS REALLY BAD CANCER AND IS IN THE HOSPITAL AND SHE WAS REALLY SAD, THEN CERTAIN BOY WAS JUST LIKE "WHAT, YOU'RE HOLDING HER HAND?"
And then we were just sitting in the gym for five or ten minutes holding hands. He has an infatuation with one of my good friends, who is in the grade below us, and she has a boyfriend, and I told her about how certain boy constantly talks about her, and she said that she did like him last year, but she's really happy with her boyfriend now.
You know what quite a few people want to tell him? "YOU'RE NOT GOING TO GO OUT WITH HER. GIVE UP. YOU KNOW THAT THERE'S SOMEONE ELSE THAT YOU LIKE THAT ALSO LIKES YOU..."
We're going on a trip together to DC with our school. You just know something's going to happen. Friday. Uh oh. Seriously. :D
I sort of worry about him sometimes... he can get kind of self-destructive. Well, or he used to. Either way, I think he loses hope sometimes... and I'm the one that's relentlessly optimistic. I don't lose hope. Well, you know, living in today's world, of course I do sometimes, but you just have to learn to deal with things, maybe cry a little, and then just move on.
We're just disasters.
Currently, I'm debating whether to get a Les Paul Studio or a starter bass... I have barely enough in my life savings to buy a Les Paul. (Yeah, I know I'm not exactly a rich person.) I'm thinking I should just use that, because about 400-500 of that is money I've saved for a Les Paul over quite a few years. Then I'd just work my butt off for the next several years until I could pay the other 300-400 back that I didn't save.
Doesn't sound like too bad of an idea. I can't even play bass (yet!), but my guitar teacher says it's not too hard to learn once you play guitar. I think I'd still put guitar before bass, meaning I'd prefer to be the guitarist in a band rather than the bassist, but it would be nice to know and bassists can be hard to find, so I could be a band's bassist if they needed me to.
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