'Sometimes, I look at the night sky and wonder. Question. To think that there's something... because nothing lasts forever.'

'I'd love to tell you about it, but you probably would never fully understand.'

In the luminescence of the stars, under a clear night, we waited. We waited for each other to say something. Yet both of us were so nervous that we couldn't say anything. Or at least we thought so.

I went to Lauren's birthday party last night. It was fun. That certain boy is still confusing me. But we were alone in the backyard, and he told me he loved me. He's said that before, quite often in fact, but over text message. Later, he hugged me really close, and he wouldn't let go. I said 'This is awkward...' (not really meaning it) and he said 'Well, it's kind of a relationship hug.' Though he's not my boyfriend. (Yet.) Then we were laying on the couch with a bunch of people and he had his arm around me. He kept putting his arm around me the whole night. Near the beginning of the party, he pulled me aside and said 'You know what we should do?' 'What?' 'Nevermind...' I kinda have a strange feeling he almost kissed me, knowing him and having a good understanding of how boy's minds work. I think he thought about it several times. He's one of my best friends... I know how he is.

It would be nice if things could turn out right, turn out right for once.

[DON'T THINK I'LL EVER SEE THE DAY!... At the end of the longest line, that's where i will always be. If you need to find me, just go to the end of the longest line... I don't belong, this world is much too dangerous for someone lacking luck, like me.]

Anyways, I'll focus on my weird friends and what we did. Well, we kept running across the street (yes, I recognize that we're unbelievably smart) and of course, it's a relatively busy street... Then we got in Lauren's mom's car and had a party. Her little brother (who is 10) got on the roof, and we weren't too worried about that. I mean we were, but as far as him falling through, no. Then Shelby decided to get on the roof. Shelby is definitely not overweight, but she's a teenage girl. Big difference from a ten year old boy. So Sarah and I ran out of the car. And then everyone duct taped Ryan. And carried him to the bed room. And put him on the bed and left him there, and then he broke the duct tape, and ran outside, then Spencer, Alec, and Lauren's dog were all attacking Ryan. It was pretty weird.

Tristan was sitting in the chair, then Zara went and sat beside her. Tristan told me to sit on the other side. Leland walked over and sat on my lap. He fell off. xD. Then I told Tristan about the thing Cassidy made up where you go up to someone and start rubbing their arm and say 'You're so weird!' Tristan said that you should rub their face instead. (Then she did that to me. o_O. It was really strange.) Then she decided that we should rub their teeth instead if they don't have braces. So she did that to me. And we started rubbing each other's teeth at random times. :D Her boyfriend (who is one of my friends and does really weird things) saw us and jokingly asked if it was religious. We told him we were in the teeth-rubbing cult.